Yes, as I didn't say too well in my first post in this thread...Indigos/Crystals survive and thrive in their own way eventually. It is amazing how one can absorb and experience so many truly awful things, but come out stronger and happier in the end...don't give up, and please let us know how you are doing when you get a chance...

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As the saying goes, when a door slams shut in one place a window opens somewhere else. After staring at the door for many years, it finally occured to me to go look for the open window. I discovered I like sunlight and warmth much more than peeling old doors anyway, so I climbed out the window and reveled in my discovery. I will never sit behind a closed door again, no matter how comfortable my chair becomes. Me
Mel, I'm glad you found your own open window and stepped through it.