being a f-ing coward. I let shit happen that I don't want. I can not stand up for myself. I know all of this and yet I still have the problem. I am not in love with my D(amn)H and yet I can't be honest about it. I guess I am afraid to hurt him. I mean I do "love" him but I want to f-ing kill him most of the time.
I am also afraid that he is going to read this with one of those damn programs that can recall everything I type. I don't feel like I am being honest with anyone. Myself included.
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